Original message:

Horrible morning. Confused. Unable to concentrate. Emails piling up. Ability to focus and sort things seems very low. Anxiety close to panic. Colleague sorts out this rats" nest in seconds like it was nothing. Am I retarded? There is no place of safety. It is all like this.Tired of life. Ive lived enough anyway. Sun shining. Nice out there. Nature is my home.

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Totally understand this, I feel the same, starting your day with fear and panic over waking to an assault of landfill gas on your family again is awful. Lack of sleep due to it being in your home overnight has a massive impact on work and home life, mood, ability to cope with problems and activities

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